its been awhile
Sunday, February 10th, 2008hello, hello.
yes, i am still alive, not dead yet, contrary to what many of you might think, since i haven’t been updating since goodness knows when.
wells.
so, here i am updating after an exhaustive 1/2 a term.
yes, it is already week 4 here in cambridge, half a term is gone, and i feel lyk i know nth.
not to mention that i have been unusually tired/depressed/distracted over the last few weeks.
and i have no idea why.
it can’t really be work stress, cos i haven’t been getting much work done, which is just bad, and i am feeling so incredibly guilty abt it.
but, i don’t know.
everyone tells me my life in cambridge is so good and all.
and yet, why do i feel so sick of life?
lyk some times i feel that my drive to so stuff and excel has just been taken away.
or temporarily misplaced.
listless, would be a good word to describe me at this very moment.
so much so, that i didn’t evn know it was cny, and didn’t feel at lost that i wasn’t at home to celebrate.
or the fact that i completely forgot abt the room draws, and forming groups.
and, i have been acting rather out of the norm lately.
ppl have been coming up to me saying, grace why do you look so grouchy/grace you look distracted/grace, are you depressed?
it really says smth, cos i’ve always been known to not show my true feelings on my face.
or at least my facial expressions.
pfft.
why,la grace.
anyways, on a happier note, its starting to get warmer, and flowers are starting to grow!
yay!
and also, i’m getting better at riding my bike.
at least a lot faster.
haha.
and i have learnt a lot of ’shortcuts’ arnd cambridge.
wee.
ooo, and gt my contract phone.
FINALLY.
shall not go into the details of how stupid my bank was being with me.
anyways, i gt the lg viewty!
its so fun, what with the touch screen and all.
but i wish it was an iphone =(
but kena tunggu, and i very malas wanna tunggu.
and also a lot more mahal, getting the iphone.
k,la better go sleep.
gt classes tmr.
two hrs of statistics.
oh joy.
