The wonderful world of Grace’s thoughts

ah yes. watching tv the whole day has not gone to waste. i have been inspired! lol. inspired to become a gossip columnist! which will nvr happen. can u imagine me telling my parents, hey i don’t wanna go uni to study *insert blank* anymore. i want to go become a gossip columnist! wee. riitee. anyways, since i can’t really be one, i shall jst show my non-existent skills here. so today, yes, inspired by E!’s daily ten, i shall list my top ten favourite movie stars. and to be fair, i’ll put 5 male and 5 female =)

1. Scarlett Johannson

this uber hot actress (seriously, she is super hot) is extremely young, and already so successful. i loved her in the island, as much as the critics critized the movie, i thought it was kinda good. Love her lips. the once girlfriend to josh harnett( guy’s got good taste) was featured in jt’s videoclip ‘what goes arnd comes arnd’ as his love interest.

2. Adam Brody

ok, fine. he is isn’t lyk a movie star, considering he hasn’t been in any blockbusters (yet! his time will come. trust me) but, adam is a great actor. his potrayal of seth cohen in oc is what made me fell in love with the serious in the first place. his wit, and that oh-so-adorable-smile. and oh, he appered on mr and mrs smith. don’t believe me? look out for the guy brad and ange tortured.

3. Nicole Kidman

This elegant aussie actress has constantly bewitched us with her stellar performances on screen. The ex-mrs cruise, now  mrs keith urban, is best known for her performance on mouline rouge. ah yes, she CAN sing. did a duet with robbie williams - ’something stupid’.

4. Johnny Depp

although i must admit i do NOT find johnny depp hot, *don’t shoot* i know many others do. however, i have to admit that this guy can act. (understatement of the century) from edward scissorshand to mr willy wonka to the pirate of all pirates, jack sparrow. one word -amazing.

5. Jennifer Aniston

Still mad at brad for dumping jen for angelina. eesh. i mean, jen? for angelina- the deranged psychopath, who once admitted to having a thing for her half-brother? eww. This super stylish friend, is best known for her hairstyles on the hit tv series, F.R.I.E.N.D.S. well, that and very public break-up with brad.

6. Jake Gyllenhaal

The gay cowboy from brokeback mountain. I didn’t actually watch the movie due to the disturbing scenes of two hot guys kissing each other and rolling down hills (or so i heard) which would probly scar me for life. eheh. anyways, i loved his character in the day after tmr. a great show, jake jst made it better. nt to mention he being so cute =)

7. Julia Roberts

This pretty woman, has been the highest paid actress since forever! last time i checked it was usd 25 million? married to danny moder, and with 3 kids, she is now hardly since on the hollywood circuit. but her acting will always be remembered. she played a prostitute(pretty woman) , a single mum (erin brokovich, which won her an oscar), and also her bit part in ocean’s 11 and 12.

8. George clooney

ah. named people’s magazine most beautiful person twice. he has gone from playing dr on e.r to mega star, his latest hits being the ocean’s series. despite being kinda well, old. George clooney still has what it takes to make a woman’s heart race =)

9. Keira Knightly

absolutely love her british accent. this young actress got her big break in the film ‘bend it like beckham’, playing a tomboy who loves playing football. Shows that even the weirdest movies can get you somewhere. and of course she was lucky enough to star alongside Jonathan Rhys Meyers in that movie. and then  she did pride and prejudice, owh really adored the way she talked there. and then poc 1,2,3. all done at the age of only 22

10. Eric Bana

not excatly a super star just yt. most known for his role as hector on the blockbuster ‘Troy’. unfortunately for his character, he was killed by brad pitt. but, eric bana is a super hottie. come on, how many guys do u know who would look so good in a skirt? ahah.also played hulk in ‘the incredible hulk’. i think he looked so much better as hector, the skirt and the unshaven look

ah,yes. terrorism. the latest violent mechanism the world has created to kill more of their fellow mankind. in short, i am against terrorism. hate it, loathe it, detest it. firstly its stupid to go arnd killing ppl for your supposed religion. i bet no God in their right mind would tell His followers to kill one another. last i checked we were supposed to LOVE one another. hellooo.. see the difference?

anyways, my rant abt terrorism is nt cos i care so much abt mankind and love my fellow earthlings so much. its jst cos since all these terrorism stuff, flying overseas has become so much more complicated. and troublesome. i mean, u can’t even carry fluids on board. only less then 100ml bottles in plastic bags. wad the heck? crappyness i tell u. and of course on international flights u can only carry one hand carry. meaning if its a insy-bitsy-teeny-weeny handbag, thats still one. so no more laptop bag, luggage and hand bag travelling with you. sigh. and no more metal cutlery cos apparently u can kill ppl with metal spoons and forks. hmm.

mafan-ness i tell u. nt looking forward to going to uk. gah.

oh yes, next topic. ocd-ism.

u noe,loads of famous ppl have ocd. its pretty common! beckham has it. he must have the exact number of coke tins in his fridge, and they must be in the exact arrangement. sesating.

and nadal. i think he has it too. i mean have u watched him play? his water bottles, always two, must be placed at the exact position and vveeerrryyyy sloowwwlllly. so weird.

so mayb ocd is a sign of lyk brilliance? ehuhmph.

i am still very bored. shall go club tmr. attempt to swim or jst soak in the pool. i wanna gt darker. haha.

no, this is not abt linkin park’s latest hit song, which btw is so unlyk them and very nice. anyways, this is abt me. what i haf done or rather how i’ve been wasting my time over these last few days. good tips for all you on hols as well. feel free to leave sum suggestions, cos i have this feeling i’ll be needing a lot more help on how to waste time. haha.

- fell in love with channel 76. ask me anything abt hollywood, i think i’d know.

- fell out of love with channel 76. gosh. too much makes u sooo bimbofied.

- watched tv, tv and more tv.

- tv marathons, 4 movies a night anyone?

- cleaned my room and un-packed my stuff. took 2 days. lol.

- attempted to write that essay for taylors. the result? ended up taking a 4 hr nap.

- cooked lunch twice with my sister.

- computer became my best friend. sims, sims and more sims.

- series watching. watched oc season 4 for the billionth time.

- played with my dog.

- read undomestic goddess. love it.

- cut fruits. ate the cut fruits.

- perfected the art of staring into space, and pretending lyk its jst so interesting

- also perfected the art of staying up into the wee hrs of the morning, and waking up at 12 noon.

- learnt that its possible to stay in the house the whole day and nt go out at all.

- played piano

- attempted to learn mandarin. nt very successful

- decluttered my room. i have a LOT of junk.

- tried to play my violin. got as far as opening the case. and then distracted by, yes u guessed it! the tv!

wad a way to spend ur days. being extremely unproductive. a waste of resources. aha. productive and allocative inefficiency! lol.

come to think of it, i’m going to be so bored by the time sept comes. ahh. already am actually. that explains the blogging abt nonsense.

i think i need to gt out and socialize. better start asking ppl out to lepak, and do mindless things. heh.

i need to use my brain sumhow. or i’ll be soo stupid by the time i go uni. mayb i’ll do math. or iq test. or smth,la.

anyways, i’m starting to hate drivers in kch. either they simply potong ur jln, or they drive at a speed of a snail (personally experienced driving behind this L driver. oh my goodness. it was terrible. and breath-takingly slow.ahaks) or they day dream at the traffic lights and try to go when red and nvr move when green. cis. but driving arnd by myself is sooo much more convinient than relying on public transport lyk in kl. only downfall, i have been made my brother’s personal driver o_O

ahh, saturday nite. wad shall i do. more tv perhaps? sounds lyk a good idea.

yeaps. stuck in klia. for the nxt 2 hrs or so. i hope there’s no delay. anyways. i didn’t noe there was free (yes FREE!!!) wireless in klia. hmm. well, at least i haf smth to entertain me while i wait. ehe.

booorredddd. i wanna go home already. i wish i was lyk mary poppins. jst a bag and an umbrella, and *pooohf* u vanish and appear at the place u want to. and that would also save me the hassle of packing. that was a serious nightmare. i am nt looking forward to packing my life into 30 kg agn, when i leave for uni. aghhhss.

ok. mayb i shud go look for my boarding gate. l8r gt lost of smth and miss my flight. choi.

yeaps, the time has come. i am leaving for kch tmr. part of me is super excited to go home and be a bum. and the other part of me still wants to continue my college life here in taylor’s. i’m so fickle-minded.

i mean, i’m so going to miss everything i’ve done here! 1 and 1/2 yrs (ok a bit less) spent here, and sumhow subang (and all u ppl) have ‘grown’ onto me. and i actually am enjoying myself nw. sigh. so here are my goodbyes

goodbye eileen - my roommate/housemate/shopping partner in crime/fellow gossiper/fellow study partner/complaining partner/makan buddy/going insane-crazy buddy/confident/friend/. i am going to see u in kch agn, but as we sed it’ll nvr be the same. so sad. going to miss u barging into my room - usually to complain hw sien u are :), going crazy, happens a lot. all our wacked ideas, checking out the opposite sex, american idol craze, building sandcastles in the air (we live a fairytale life), pasar malam-ing, ocd-ing, cleaning our toilet lyk once a month? lol. church-ing (singer and drummer!!) laughing and laughing over the weirdest stuff. ahh memories. too many la.

goodbye zuesuebue - try to nt forget me okay? lol. u can write in the book i gave u faux dvd buying!

goodbye eefei - i so know u will miss me rite? haha. we haven’t gone out together u noe. sesating

goodbye aimi - mrs forever! gonna miss taking lala pictures with u in lala land. lol. dun worry there’s one in kch! we shall drag mean jo along. fun!plankton!forever love!mfeo!van der raiko-fabre forces! hilarious.

goodbye mean jo - i so going to miss u telling me "YOU’RE WASTING MY TIME" and nt wanting to hang out with us.hmph.

goodbye jiyzhing - yay!no one to terrorize me liau. lol. kidding. peppercorn!

goodbye kevin - darn, didn’t get to pull ur ego dun summore. and u are nt my no2.hah

goodbye yuet whey - u never demonstrated the making of fire with two stones! haha. gonna miss having u make me walk down in my pjs to pass u my notes. hee.

goodbye jackson - more livita? i still can’t believe u forgot my name:)

goodbye suyan/wai kwan - going to see u agn, sleeping in my garden yeah? lol. so technically nt really goodbye yt.

goodbye pm12 - going to miss all the stupidities and mrs moments.

goodbye beng lynn - spiderman! lol. u crazy market fanatic, health freak. go eat proper food! haha.

sadness.

well on the bright side, exams are over. i have nth studious to do for another 3 months or so. yay!

but then agn. studying is also ‘growning’ onto me. i kinda miss (pls dun throw anything at me:P) studying. as weird as that sounds. i mean leisure studying. u noe, jst reading without having to sit for exams. i kinda enjoy that. ok. ok. i am weird.

and packing up seriously sucks. there is no way, NO WAY all my things are going to fit into my two bags. gah. i wish i could drive home to kch. or take a sampan go i can jst dump everything into my sampan and start rowing. lol.

ah well. better get back to packing. goodness. this is stressful stuff! i want my mummy!!

10 ways to know whether u, yes YOU have lost it. (it being ur mind of course)

1. You find joy in going to the toilet. evn if its jst to wash your hands

2. You look forward to sleep. 12 o’clock couldn’t come any sooner.

3. You read through the WHOLE newspaper, front to back, and yes evn the advertistments and business sections.

4. You laugh for no reason

5. You think that any show you catch on tv is jst oh-so-interesting. evn those chinese game shows.

6. You take an hr to shower and get dressed when it normally takes you 20 minutes or so.

7. You find eating yoghurt extremly yummy. hey, its taste jst lyk ice-cream, you say.

8. You have this abnormal urge to yap and yap to the next person you see.

9 . After no.8 all of a sudden u gt sullen and annoyed at everything and everyone.

10. You blog ab 10 ways to know that you’ve lost it on your blog.

ah, yes. thats me. gone mad. friday friday friday. come quick! or the nxt place i’ll be is in tanjung rambutan/taman bahagia (that’s sevnth mile/sentosa to u kch ppl:P)

i’m soooooooooooooo sick of this.

someone help me.

yes i am sick. no nt sick lyk sick in the head kinda sick/having headache kinda sick. i am sick. sick of life. sick of studying. sick of the food in asia. sick of the monotony i face everyday, since exams started. sick of certain ppl arnd me. (and eileen as i told you, you don’t count cos i dun see u as a person. lol. you know wad i mean :P) basically jst plain, pure sickness. bleh.

one more week to kch! means one more week to holidays, bumming, sleeping in, watching tv, and perhaps doing sumthing tad productive. heh.

going to feel weird leaving subang even tho i grumble abt being here all the time. i mean seriously. i’m going to miss all the class i haf, however boring. the lonnnng walk up to my apartment, arguing over where to makan lunch, all the mrs moments in class, my fellow classmates/mrs members. everything. sigh.

and in a few months its off i go agn, having to ‘create’ a new life for myself. the whole making new friends, having to be super nice/polite/politically correct all the time. settling down in a new place. learning the ins and outs. u get what i mean.

and in 3 yrs time, i’ll be on my own. no more my parents supporting me, looking after me. basically i’ll be lyk a lamb fed out to the wolves. haha. ok. a tad dramatic. but i really can’t imagine being an adult! and looking after every aspect of my life. so weird.

growing up. what can i say. it sucks. big time.

bleh. 2 more papers till exams over and fun here i come.

19 june! going home! ahh. i have too much stuff doubt the 20kg mas allocated to me is going to be enough. mayb i shud put on a sad face and mayb theyll take pity on me? i doubt.

oh yeah. nadal won the french open! his 3rd in a ROW! whooaaa. too bad i didn’t even watch a match. so sad.hopefully there will be replays when i gt back. in time for wimbledon. which is nt excately very exciting cos duh! federer will probly win it. with ease. nt that i’m doubting nadal. but its grass! its federer! its federer on grass!

so yeaps. one more wk left in subang. better make the most out of it. start preparing my goodbyes. aha.

i wanna haf more coffee. addicted. but i think my over-indulgence in coffee over the last 3 days was wat cos my severe stomach pain. so mayb i shud cut down on my coffee doses. sigh. so sad.

and.. i haf to write an article abt myself for sum taylor’s marketing purposes. i shud ask them for money. haha. free advertising. the worse thing, i haf to write abt myself..and y i chose taylors , how great they are. how la. always diss them then nw u expect me to come up with a pg on how amazing i am and they are? haha. nt looking forward to that.

ok. back to the books. or rather back to attempting to study chem prac. immpossible stuff i tell u. my mind is so holiday mode already.

what im feeling i can’t even comprehend much less put into words. all i can say is. aaaaaaaaaaaaauuuuuuuuuggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

ahh much better.

ok. tats nt all i can say.

take 2!

all i cAn say is y the heck did i get myself so into u? i can do so much better. its so weird cos i nvr tot i could be in this ‘deep’ or ’shallow’ . depending.

anyways moving on.

4 papers left. chem 4 sucked. majorly. extreeemely bad. crap. i am know banking on an a for bio.. or its bye bye cambridge/lse/uk and hello sum capalang university. aha.

so yes. i better be studying hard for wads left. feel stressed and very pressured. lyk i’m in a pressuer cooker. sumtimes i jst wish i was illogical and couldnt be bothered abt this very annoying thing call consequence. yes. thats wads pushing me on. bleh.

unfortunately i am logical most of the time. esp when it comes to studies.

so sue me.