The wonderful world of Grace’s thoughts

grace is addicted to :

- wrigley’s eclipse mints

- oranges

-seaweed

- nano -nano sweets

- starlight by muse

- glamorous by fergie

- nothing in this world by paris hilton

- opening her hp and then shutting it agn

- porridge

unfortunately grace is nt addicted to studying.she only wish she was so she’ll do better in her trails.oh well

grace wants :

- more oranges!

- orange juice from asia. sunkist oj in box doesnt cut it.

- new shoes!!

- new slippers!

- new purse!

- more new anything!

- to go shopping

- to go back to kch

-to nt haf to study for the rest of her life

- to swim in a pool of 100 bills

- you

grace doesnt noe why she is speaking abt herself in form of a third party. grace is a little off today. grace blames this to the fact she sat still for 2hrs 15 mins non-stop writing abt economic wad ,keynesian’s theory and how increase in ad causes inflation. grace thinks her hand is going to fall off.and her eyes are going to go blind from reading too much nonsense abt everything in the wrld. from atoms and molecules to national income and nw to respiration and photosynthesis. bleh.

yesterday we had chem lab.

as per usual i didnt really learn anything. since wai wai left my chem practical days haf nvr been the same.

i mean, how do expect me to learn anything while sitting nxt to aimi. heh.

so far over the last few week all i haf discovered that yes u can smoke matches (ask peter for further demonstration) and u can apparently hear the ocean when u listen to test tubes.

yups u read right. don’t ask me why. our chem table is seriously, i mean SERIOUSLY wacked.

lyk for instance, aimi - ahaha.nuff sed rite?lol. this girl, nvr does her pracs and ends up with an a i practical???most of the time she wishes i forget to bring my book so i’ll do the work in her book for her.

peter the one who isnt sitting on our table but spends most of his time there.if he is nt pretending to do the experiments, he is stealing other ppls experiments. if nt he will be listening to test tubes, asking riddles or smoking matches. uhuh.i’m serious!

kevin - has mrs moments. mild compared to the other two.

the only slightly normal pers we haf would be sue yi. evn i myself..well under influence of extreme m.r.s member/member(S).

i am so sleepy. slept super late last nite due to my love of talking.lol. tat was random:)

i need :

a) an extra brain.or at least more brain memory.currently running on a 256kb system.would be extremely delighted to get an upgrade to a 2gb system.anyone noes anything abt human upgrading?

b) extra person to study for me.so say i can do econs and maths and that other pers do bio n chem then i’ll attach u to me surgically and we can answer the exam together!yay!

c) more determination.

d) anti-depression drugs

e) to nt keep coming online and bloggin abt how stress n depressed i am but to keep studying!

seriously.get a grip grace!

dunno wad is happening to me these days. arghs.

anyways, was reading amanda’s blog abt the 19a1 girl who din actually get 19a1s.poor girl.all tat media hype and nth. ah well.thats msia for u. oh yeah.back to amanda’s post.i completely agree!spm was tough! most of us studied lyk crap and cooped ourselves at home for the wks leading up to spm.anyone who sez spm is easy obviously din do well.or mayb they are jst super genius, so much more superior to us commoners. i mean, its no joke.then agn the marking is a big joke.seriously no idea hw they come abt giving ppl all the funny grades. msian education system is wacked. its stupid and pointless. who the hell gives any crap abt whether i can memorize those stupid moral nilais lyk kepercayaan kpd tuhan and remember to nt do extra essays cos then it won’t count??!!!?moronic i tell u.heh.mayb i’m jst bitter abt nt getting a scholarship from msian gov.i mean seriously. wad more do u want?

in short spm was hard but it means nth.nth at all.gt 19a1s or 10 gagals in the end life goes on.two yrs from nw when u are in uni who on earth will even remember wad ur spm results were.hmph.  its more lyk a game nw. lyk lets see hu can collect the most a1s,yeah? msian gov shud really do smth abt the standard.10 subs is wayyyyy enough. soon ppl will be doing everything from pertanian to baby sitting and cooking.anythign for jst tat extra a1.so screw spm.

tat was jst me venting anger. everything is so disjointed.

i wanna fast forward time 3 months ahead.tats when my hols will be. unfortunately, click was jst a movie. ppl tell me to chill, dun worry, mummy says its ok if i dun do well in trials. but i realized today all the pressure i’ve been feeling..well most of it is internal.i pressure myself. gagh. so i blame myself. then the cycle continues.

one word - stress no,make that two. terrible stress! or three terribly unbearable stress!go figure. my title is sum wat unrelated to all this. abds(as opposed to abcs?) jst makes me feel lyk a bimbo, and bimbos dun stress abt exams cos well. they are CALLEd that for a reason rite? hmph.i feel lyk talking in italics nw but i have noone to annoy with it.and zu isnt with me to annoy jiy zhing.haha. i am stressed. i am stressed. i am stressed.

i dunno if i’m hallucinting but i can distinctly hear sumone playing scales on the piano. c harmonic minor me thinks. i mean in my place?sumone has a piano?interesting.i shud go be frens with that pers.playing the piano makes me less stressed.

and my gic interview was bad. probly the catalyst of my crappy mood/depression/stress-ism these days. nt to mention the fact that i haf been studying bio the last wk.

someone save me!!!!btrix’s ‘listen to jay chou’ advice is nt helping.

manU 1 liverpool 0.hahahahahahha.*rolls on the floor with laughter*

ok,that was at strange.

but seriously. evn I had doubts they could win it.10 man down.one striker.ronaldo nt being able to shine.

and then! *bang* JOHN O’SHEA scores.seriously?o shea?jst when i was complaining that ferguson is an idiot for bringing him on for rooney?oh well.jst goes to show why he is the boss and making the big bucks and i’m still stuck in taylors dreaming abt cristiano ronaldo.lol.

at least this one was worth me going to watch it.if it ended  nil-nil i would have been  mad.hmrph.

and RONALDO assisted the winning goal.or rather the only goal. Yay! he the man!

the makings of CHAMPIONS. uhuh. u got to agree.